Originally Posted by
Kys 
Thanks Windancer.
In a way I've let you guys down, you got to me three days! I want to pick it back up again, you saw the determination I had - I saw a life in a more meaningful way!
Right now it does feel like I've started again. Don't know what to make of that.
Dont feel you have let us down, Krys! Not at all. Its great you are posting about this!
I have been through this process time and time again. Dont be too hard on yourself....that just creates a cycle of self pity that can serve to make you feel more vulnerable.