I'm trying to deal with some really ridiculous resentments and issues....I'm trying to track someone down in chat.....no one there right now and it needs to be someone I have some trust in...this really sucks....it may be a pivotal point in this deal, although only cause I think it is...it's really just silly stuff...
My best friend face to face loves my mom so much that I'm not sure it's a good idea to talk with her about it. I know I'm being stupid right now, but it's stuff that's eating my gut sober and I refuse to just go get a bottle over it....
a bit desperate...but still determined not to just cave in and drink...
God I feel stupid right now
