My drinking was way out of control and mostly alone/in secret. The main reason for my eventual decision to finally quit on January 1st is because I am 30 years old, been married for almost 2 years and we are starting to try to get pregnant. I knew I would quit drinking once pregnant, but I knew I needed to quit before getting pregnant and also, wanted to quit so that I don't start up again after having a baby. My decision is for myself, but it is also for my husband and future children.