Good to hear from you! Today is good. I'm worried about this weekend tho. I always feel like I'm not "myself" if I don't pop some pills...especially when I'm around groups of people (big super bowl party on Sunday). Don't want to be going through WD's either if I don't take any. I've been reading how some people on here are able to make the deicision to stop the first time and actually go thru with it. I think thats amazing and I wish I could do the same. I'm so strong with everything else in my life. Why can't I be with this?!