Never going back again please God
I never wanna go back to the belly of the beast ever again . It was such a brutal place... living in hell on earth ...beneath the gutter.. pityful... incomprehensible... demoralisation... I call it the belly of the beast ... a place where I was terrified of death... yet yearned to die but didnt have the guts to end my miserable existence... Praise good God almighty for lifting me out of that internal agony.. At last im clean and sober for 22 days ...attending meetings and getting in the middle of the bed... thankyou