Me, too, falling..... I always say out of 24 months ( actually to the day, now that I just posted that) I have 21 months sober.... 18 of which are consecutive. This is a more positive mindset for me, personally. I don't agree that you lost your sober time. It's awesome to have consecutive days, weeks, and months because that accumulation makes us stronger I think. But IMHO, any single day anyone stays sober is an accomplishment.