So we all go through the questions right? What is the right thing to do? What is God trying to tell me? What am I being tested with? I've though this many time in regards to my ABF.. What is God trying to teach me? To walk away from this man that I love.. or to help him? I try to look for signs.. and I realize that I can make up any "sign" and think that it trying to tell me something.. but just the littlest things.. his name somewhere completely unexpected.. songs that come on the radio just as soon as I get off the phone with him. As with anything, I just wish things were easy, and some how we could know what the right decision was..
I love this man? or do I? Do I just want the satisfaction of saying that I was able to fix him?