Another binge...
I dont even know where to start. I was doing so good but this is so unbelievable how alcohol can take over a person’s life. I went on another alcohol binge. I think it’s making me go crazy! Does anyone else feel like that? I have been very sick for the past two days. Throwing up. Not sure if im sick or from alcohol, maybe both. I felt horrible this morning....shaking. Now I am a little better. It scared me how my body is so dependent. I am tapering off with some wine now, crazy how the thing that makes me sick, makes me better. Temporary. My hands are still shaking. Probably from withdrawal and all the throw up. I am going to try and get some sleep. Any advice how to deal with this. Every relapse, it gets worse. I am hiding it from my partner so I am dealing with this by myself. She would kill me if she knew what was going on but I know that makes me feel worse. I can’t believe how I let it get like this. Any encouraging words.