I'm glad you stayed sober! And don't be afraid to call. If she told you she'd take your call any time, she meant it. Surviving those cravings was a learning experience for me. Now I know that I can get through them, that I don't have to act impulsively and childishly on every feeling, and that it won't kill me not to drink. A lot of people gave you some good advice in your last thread: working the steps is what brings relief from that obsession. Working the steps is what helps us have that spiritual experience that removes the obsession. Keep on trucking!