There were a lot of times in early recovery that I thought it wasn't worth it to work for sobriety. But I knew where drinking was taking me, and I didn't want to die that way. It sounds melodramatic, and it may have taken years to kill me. But I was done. I couldn't do it any more. A lot of people thought I was a "high-bottom" drunk. But all that matters was that I wasn't willing to go any farther. I had hit rock-bottom for me, and I didn't want to dig to make it deeper. I found that I couldn't do it alone. I had to get help. Sobriety is definitely worth it!