Good morning everyone. Got to work a little late this morning so unfortuntely I haven't had a chance to read everyone's posts but wanted to check in. Day 13 for me, and day 30 with no cigarettes. This morning in the shower I had the first inkling of thoughts like, wow, not drinking ever again is a long time... what about cold beers in the summer and free drinks at the casino? Then I reminded myself one day at a time... I am absolutely sure that I will not drink today, and told myself that a cold lemonade on a hot day would probably taste even better than a beer...
I would really like a cigarette though, but I won't have one of these either. I know I'm anxious today because I have my breathalyzer refusal hearing at the DMV court. It's basically a formality, but the cop who arrested me will be there and that is nerve-wracking for some reason. My husband is coming with me and I have a lawyer, so I won't be alone, but I'm still shaking and heart is pounding thinking about it. I wish I could just put all of this in the past.
I can't wait to make it to my one month. Congrats to all those who will get there tomorrow, and to those who have more or less time - congrats to you too!
Today my motto is "One foot in front of the other..."
-Alison