Yes, welcome to SR....I think we've all to some reason wanted to figure out a solution to our problems (like what was wrong with us) so that we could correct it and keep drinking. There have been plenty of times where I have used alcohol very responsibly. I have also plenty of times abused it and put mine and others health at risk. Because I cannot control what happens when I drink I do not do it.
If this was peanut butter would you make a different choice? Would you keep eating peanut butter if it sometimes sent you to the ER? I know you are facing a difficult decision to quit drinking entirely when it doesn't seem like you really have a problem but I don't see another solution. Next time you drink what if you don't make it to the ER? I would be thankful for the wakeup call and stay away from the booze....