Lol thanks! I'm not beating myself up. For a brief moment I entertained the idea of moderation. Then I shot it down. Honestly, I don't feel bad about it, and u don't know if the people in my group are going to like tht. I'm prepared to get the "talk" from most of them. And that makes me feel funky. Whatever, I've been sober 118 of the last 119 days. That's what makes me happy!