Avery it sounds like you have many more and stronger reasons to quite than to stay addicted. You and I are a lot alike my hubby knows nothing of my beast, (binging closet secret wino here). I came here and held on, so many wonderful people here who truly understand where you are at, your fears everything. And it is truly a safe place to come and express your feelings without fear. I dont do meetings, but that is just my preference. there are many ways to get sober and strong. You CAN! do it, and by posting you made the biggest step of all! Welcome
