New and freaked out
What am I doing here?... I joined this site because all I can think about is getting help and being sober. I've been addicted to Norcos for over a year and CANT STOP. My body hates me. I try and quit and the WD's are just too awful. I have a great job and a great husband who knows nothing of my problem. I have a great life so why am I doing this to myself? I think im afraid of the person I am without the pills. A boring person with lack of motivation and energy. I can't tell my doctor. I need to do this on my own but I havent even mustered up the courage to find a meeting. What makes me think I can do this by myself? This is the first thing Ive done....signing up on this site and reading about others stories. It's a start...I'm afraid I'm too weak. This is the first time I've admitted to anyone I have a problem. Feels.....real now.
Just wanted to say hello and your stories are helpful, thank you.