Day116, and had some wine
Yeah, guess it was the entitlement, or a little too self assured. It wasn't an escape. It may have been resentments. I don't know, but I had some wine and nothing bad or good happened. No catastrophe, no jail, fights or embarrassing moments. That in itself is enough warning for me-- I am not ready to bet on another attempt. I drank again, i dodnt get drunk.i had 3 glasses and threw the rest out. I didn't hve to have more. I didn't drink the next morning. nothing happened, I know I don't need it in my life. It's obviously outside of the parameters of my recovery group, but I still have to be honest. I Valle my sponsor after rather than before. I know what I did wrong, and pray that the next time I have this false sense of courage and confidence, I will do the next right thing. Cunning baffling and powerful. It can sneak up at any time. Pay close attention!