Dee, I have just been reading over my past posts and you have always been there. Thank you.
There are some things I can't do. One is make it anywhere. I don't have any transportation. The closest meeting is more than 30 miles away.
I can't go to the doctor. I don't have a personal Doc and the hospital won't let me back in. My last bill for the 5 days was for 186 THOUSAND DOLLARS. So, no help there.....
I know I'm making what seem to be excuses, but I have put myself in the position I'm in. I don't know why I turned the switch back on. I don't know what changed.
You guys are the closest thing I get to attending a real meeting anymore.
I'm reading the Big Book every day. I know I need to repair before I return to who I was. Thankfully, I am not back to the same place I was, but if I don't do something soon, I am in for it.
Is there anyone in South Florida here who can reach me? But that is just me being selfish again.
17 minutes. 1 more beer. Then the 24 hours starts. I can make it for one day, right?