guess I am back on day 2 as I restarted yesterday. realize I cannot have just 1 or 2 or 3. guess I thought I would be stronger after over 3 weeks of sobriety, but not sure what caused the slip , maybe just still feeling so bad all the time sober not sleeping well, anxiety and depression, high blood pressure still high all after not drinking over 3 weeks didnt feel any healthier and hurting yesterday needed relief and tylenol and ibuprofen didnt help. no desire to drink today as I know it didn't help just made me feel bad for giving in to myself. arm is really, really hurting today, no idea what is wrong with me.
