All the thoughts came flooding back: just have two, it's a bit of fun, I be ok I walk home etc etc aaaahhhhhh, does this friggin illness ever leave us.
It never completely leaves us in my experience and talking with others , just turns into a big harmless shaggy dog that comes in sits at your side and you have to shoo out the back door once in a while .. you learn how to deal with it without it being an upset .
If it did'nt happen i'd wonder what was wrong ...
Bestwishes, M