Welcome to SR.
Is there something else you can do on a Saturday night, perhaps with your wife and son?
I used to drink with a huge crowd of friends each weekend but the numbers have dwindled as they all got serious partners, married, children etc. I realised I was using this as an excuse and romanticising my nights out with the same 3 friends who, like me, were emotionally stuck.
I wish you all the best.
S x
Ps my off switch is broken too so I know I can never take a sip again