I wanted to believe for the longest time that I could be an on occasion drinker, but have learned time and time again that I cannot.
This time I am going to try and outpatient program. A huge step, but considering I haven't been able to stay sober in the past for an extended period of time (aside from being pregnant) this is the help I need!
If you have insurance start with looking into your coverage options. If you don't have insurance their are other options, you just have to be willing to look for them and make the steps towards getting yourself some help.
You can do it!