Originally Posted by
seekinga 
I always want to stop drinking, but when I do I last about 3 days then have a really productive day followed by my reward of drinking wine and I am back to square 1.
Wow I thought I was the only one. Yea I know the feeling. I go strong for sometimes a week...and have an outstanding day..and instead of rewarding myself in a positive way...I buy a bottle or a 6 pack...it takes several more sessions of this before I see the error in my ways...you already taken the correct step. Just know that self entitlement for a job well done dosen't have to be getting drunk. Take care.