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My suggestion is to get rid of the alcohol in the house and don't buy anymore. Don't go to places where alcohol is being served until you feel much stronger. Shake up your daily routines so you don't drive home by the same wine store each day. Go out after supper and walk or do some kind of exercise. Learn new and healthy ways to reward yourself. Buy a new book you want or treat yourself to a new haircut, whatever works for you. And, keep visiting SR because we do understand how hard this is.