My xah used to punch holes on the wall, destroyed furniture, once he even raised his fist at me but never hit me. I was lucky I guess, he also told me that if I ever called the cops, there was going to be blood spread all over (he had guns at home), so I never did, after he got sober and left, I tried to contact him to "beg him" not to divorced me, not after I put up with so much for so many years....well! he called the cops on me for harrasing him!!! ....(he drunk again months later).
My higher power had mercy on me....but there is so much healing to do still....please be safe. I did not know about this website, it could of help me so much then but I am glad is helping me so much more now!!
Thank you SR....thank you!
