Originally Posted by
Tamerua 
I was a blackout drinker but like you, not every tim. Not even every 3rd or 4th time. But I got to a point where I was tired of being an ass that I would really only drink at home and that was so isolating. I went searching for sites too and found the AA site and when it said you don't have to feel like that as long a you don't have the first drink, I was hooked.
Best of luck!
Me too. I started drinking at home too as it was less embarrassing. Also,as I progressed through my thirties everyone seemed to settle down and not be as keen to go out drinking. I was the one whose relationships always ended because of another drunken mess-men wisely ran away.It only took one bad episode for them to run.