With the lack of drama... I found over time that a contentment settles in... not always, and it took a while... but it is there, quiet and unassuming. And if I am patient with myself, something that doesn't come naturally, things get very interesting... even if it is just listening to music or reading a book.
It's cold, huh? Made a fire last night, we are lucky to have a fireplace, it doesn't always draft as well as I'd like, but since I have recovered, I have come to an understanding that if I build the fire correctly, and tend to it, the living room stays smoke free... I never really payed enough attention before.