Spacestation, it seems like a pretty good chance that tomorrow will be a better day for you. Sorry today was rough. You were really lucky to just get a ticket!
Xune is right-quitting is going to take action. You have the desire to stop, and have found SR which are two good steps towards a better future.
My first day without a drink was on a Monday, but I decided Sunday night that was it, no more! Try to decide to make a change for the better now. You can do this! It's hard at first, but gets easier all the time.
You'll find you won't be beating yourself up all the time either, or feeling like a bad person. Your facebook posting may improve too
