Originally Posted by
Twenties 
have you looked into various recovery options? What's your plan?
No idea what to do yet... that is why I joined the site =) Whatever it is, I feel like I will have to go at it alone. I feel like I am the resident psychologist for my friends and family, so usually other people come to ME for help. My job situation is also sensitive so I have to be very careful about what I say, what I do... for instance, going to some rehab center just isn't going to happen. I have to do the research and solve the problem on my own.
I am thinking of going to see a therapist, modifying my diet, etc... Considering going to a doctor and spilling the beans, see what he or she advises... I'm sure this forum has some great advice.
I have watched many friends die from drugs and alcohol. I do not want to join them.