((Cleopatra))
No worries. Almost three months is good, you know, and you say its the best you've done in 10 years, so think on that and please try to feel better. None of us are perfect whatsoever, so give yourself a well-needed break. Its never about how many times we find ourselves hurting again, its always more about how times we stand up and count ourselves back into the game!
Forget about failures as being negative and useless experiences. Without failures we would never have any progress! You can turn all this around!
I believe in YOU!!
:ghug3