I'm sorry you are feeling so bad about your slip. The fact that you do is a good thing.Obviously if you didn't,you would be right back drinking still . I had a few slips too and felt the same way too. But I have faith you will get back on track. Sometimes this takes a long time for some. I'm one of those. But I'm not giving up. I want this badly. Cheer up,2mrrw is a new day, a new beginning. All is not lost. :ghug3