Cleo ....stop. You have not let anyone down, especially not us.
Never, ever think that.
You have done 3 months.
That does not disappear over night mate.
You know what triggered it, so you can be more aware.
Boredom can be fatal.
Try get some sleep chick.
Tomorrow is a new day and it can be a new sober day!
Please don't give up.
Please keep coming here.
I would miss you if you went
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