Getting back on track.
Hello SR forums! It's been 9 months since I last posted on these boards. I've tried to stay sober on my own, and it hasn't worked out. The longest I've gone is 5 days in a row. I'm disappointed, but not entirely suprised.
I know I can't beat this thing on my own. I spend too much time alone when I'm not at work, and I always convince myself I can drink because its not hurting anyone but myself. I turn 32 next month and cannot imagine going through the rest of my life this way. I appreciate this community, and I plan on posting a lot from now on.