Sudden fit of anger and urge to drink
I was in the store this morning shopping for breakfast when I had a sudden fit of anger. There was absolutely nothing at all to trigger it, but my thoughts quickly turned to drinking. The urge to just numb it all away was very strong. While I had no idea why I had become so angry, I reminded myself that I was going to accept the feeling and ride it out, without drinking. It was only my alcoholism trying to get me to drink, but the true me had the power to make the final decision. I finished shopping and went home. After some minutes, the anger subsided and I felt back to normal. Thanks to the things I am learning here and doing in my life, I was able to get through it without drinking or avoiding feeling. What an exciting beginning to Day 8!