Thank you FreeFall. I forgot to celebrate it.
I'm quite busy. We're on tour in Australia, and I don't have much time.
By the end on the month it'll be over, and I'll be free to focus on what really interests me now. I can't wait.
I've had huge cravings for alcohol recently. I was so used to drinking and taking xanax on the plane and at the airport, it felt weird not to do that. And being on tour in a foreign country again is a big trigger for me. Plus I don't really want to be here, and drinking would make time pass faster...
But soon it'll be over, I'm not worried. I simply didn't except cravings like that.
Tonight I feel like a hermit. It certainly doesn't feel good, but I didn't have any other solution than to leave. There's a dinner/party with several other bands, and they're all drinking a lot, and also smoking a lot. I ate quickly and went to my room discretely.
Those situations are really complicated. I usually try to face them and be social, but tonight it was simply too much.
I'm really exhausted (still jet lagged), I'd better go to bed.
Have a good night/day everyone, and keep it up!