I'm not sure if he paid the bill yet. I'm scared to ask, but I did just text him.
I don't trust him or respect him. I couldn't depend on him either. Those three things are big! I need to stop living in my little fantasy world thinking he will change. Thinking one day he will see how good he had it, how much I loved him and his family, etc...that isn't going to happen. I hate feeling so yucky. So sad, mad, all those negative feelings. I'm mentally drained. All after that call...geez