Well for me being a SAHM, living in the US while missing my country (UK) is not ideal, I am a Funeral Director/ Embalmer in training, i can see this as being a problem but if staring death in the face is not enough for me to stop drinking, well literally i am done for.
Tomorrow i start my home detox, i have to go in today for more blood tests regarding my liver. I am hopeful that this is the begining of the rest of my life.
Its very comforting to see others in this situation, so thank you all!