Welcome MR29! If you feel you need help, you've come to a great place to learn how to stop the destructive addictions. If you're still in school, you're catching this at a young age-good for you! Sobriety and living clean will make a whole different life for you than you will get if you keep on the path you're on now. I don't know anyone who looks back and says "I wish I drank or did more drugs when I was younger". I know a whole lot of people who say "I wish I quit when I was younger" though. Many are saying this after major health scares or broken relationships.