Hi hmpaterson
I hope you will visit our Family and Friends forums - I don't believe anyone should place the responsibility of life of death of a loved one on their head...
I hope your husband will have a moment of clarity like I did and turn his life around...but whatever one of a hundred things that could happen happens will be down to his choices, not yours.
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