Kelly- good for you...it's tough but so worth it. At nights when I get urges its almost painful, I fight it so hard. BUT when I wake up the next day without a hangover or feeling guilty, it's the best feeling and I smile......it's so great to work all day and have energy. No anxiety! No cloudy thoughts! I made it through another day sober. And the things you notice that I didn't notice before.....colors, nature, birds singing......