Originally Posted by
Katiekate 
It changed me. The pain , I think it made me old.
The A's and codies on this forum know pain some people can't imagine.
Some days I look in the mirror and I feel 20 years older than I did when I got involved with the A. Why did I trust him, why did I let him hurt me so bad, why did I believe the lies? These things filter through my head on a daily basis. It's hard to not let it affect you.