my husband took my cards this morning
Yeah, it's gotten that bad again. I'm stuck in the rut. I know what to do, i just don't know what's keeping me from doing it. What am i afraid of? Is reaching out the final step in admitting just how badly i've screwed up? Like if i try to do this on my own it's any less of a failure? I know that's not true. Geeze, he cried all over me this morning. I feel horrible about everything and of course that makes me want to drink. I feel like a horrible human being.