Toss & Anna, I sorry that you both lost your Dad's. It doesnt matter how our Fathers were their death brings heartache and memorie both good and bad. My Dad passed 10 years ago this month, I hadnt seen him since i was 13 (im 51 now) he had only got in touch with me the year before because he had heard my sister had died. I really had nothing to say to him but when i got the called he had died it did take me back alittle. I did have a step Dad that died 17 years ago yesterday, now that was my Dad I miss him very much. Sorry I didnt mean to ramble.