wow what a day , im a real winner .i couldnt even work a screwdriver today my hands couldnt stay still..i kept dropping the screw . i would kneel down and have a head rush like i would faint ..i found a Heineken in my vehicle from a past golf outing ,i had to guzzle that and have a nap in my truck for a hour to be able to function, so i guess day 1 has to wait till tomorrow again.
my wife called from her work and says she needs me to open up and tell her what im thinking , i tend to go into my shell and not talk to anybody..it looks like she wants to be a part of helping me ,which is good.
I read some threads about people reaching 14 days and i felt happy for them , i would be close to 20 now if i didnt screw up once again..what a a$$hole iam ..
anyways . i gotta go thru those horrible first 3 days again ..nobody's fault but yours truly..