Relapsed :(
I relapsed over the New Year, and I feel really ashamed over my progress. It went on for 6 days non stop wine drinking madness, but it had to stop as I couldn't stop vomiting and just felt terrible. I now have detoxed and on my 5th day, all over again! I don't even know why I did it, it just happened???? I'm confused. Thank god it's over because I felt awful when I did stop, I even still feel quite crap at the moment but I am getting better. I thought I was gonna have a seizure but I didn't as I had DT's when i did stop but it didn't happen thanks to my medication, its a benzo! I am really gonna try harder this time round! I have no choice and I don't want to die, it was that descion alone that got me to stop before it did the worse damage!