she is full of sh*it she won't really kill herself. You threaten it if you mean. She is just being a crazy ass drunk. Trust me I have had three mandatory commitments to psych wards whilst under the influence, walked out all three times after 72 hours with diagnosis, no medications. She is probably on alcohol and benzos, that combo makes people nucking futs. And hey maybe she will kill herself and that's one less problem for you and your boyfriend.