Originally Posted by
Rugby714 
I couldn't bear receiving their admonishment and love until I was worthy of it.
I'm finally ready to make myself worthy.
The thing is that you are worthy, and it should be why you want to get sober. You deserve a better life, and you're correct. Your belief that you were going to outsmart everyone for good would have caught up with you for sure, and don't forget it. You have too much to lose.
My best to you!!
