Yep we truly are rowing the same boat Ann.
I talked to the Beav tonite for the first time in over 20 days. He is in a 90 day program and he has been there for 70 days. The longest he has been clean for 10 years.
I did not get a warm and fuzzy feeling. He talks about what he wants but not how he plans to get there. In fact he said he has no plans. None of the sober living arrangements meet his needs, I guess. He does not want to live in any of the places that are offered.
He seems to be feeling badly about how his life has been going up until now but unable to find a way back.
But like Ann I am not looking for advise or pity. Just some prayers for my son and my family. It has been a long journey.
And Ann...you know my prayers are with you!
((HUGS)))
JT