I think the biggest reason it's taken me so long is that I've associated drinking with having fun with friends, as if there are no other ways to have fun on the weekend nights than bars and clubs. I backpack abroad every other year and binge drinking is prevalent among Hostels and everything is focused around alcohol. I've always thought that if I get rid of drinking than I get rid of personal interaction with those of my age. It's been that way for 11 years. I've just realized recently that it has to STOP, but I'm also terrified!