I have to have surgery to remove the big tumor and it will be followed up by chemo. Its so odd to not have an emergency contact...lol.
Im frustrated dealing with medical authorizations, insurance companies but Im looking toward my higher power more than my separated AH.
Cannot lie...i cry every hour and am trying hard to let go of the relationship stuff so I can focus on me.
I have the blessing of having a professional job which I can work from home a bit, so that is a blessing because i need the income being on my own.
Thank you for your support everyone. I started this thread feeling alone but I dont anymore!