Originally Posted by shelly12

I can go days or evn weeks without drinkng but when i break down and start, i get totally bombed and black out. I do stupid things and hurt ppl that i love. Usually i know this will happen but drink anyway thinking i will just have a couple, buts its NEVER a couple. Goes to waking up and not remembering what i did or said. Sick of it!!! Jst want to STOP!!!!!!!